Thursday, January 11, 2007
Just happened to look through my e-mail and I found this. It just make me feel so much better. I need more love.
It's 2:10 AM in the morning and i just got out of the shower. Thought it'll be nice to bathe again to end the tedious studious night.
And, it'll also be nice to hear from you, someone intimate before i hit the sack. However, you're probably asleep already and it'll be so inconsiderate and rude to call you.
That's beside the point, i just wanted to type you something sweet before i go to sleep.
Colours:
Amongst the dull and lifeless crowd, i'd got a vision of your face. Cleverly juxtaposing from the rest, portraying an amalgamation of a world with colour, subtracting black and white. I used to breath from a world where dull, black and white prevailed, values all warped, principles all broken and faith chewed up by the dogs.
All i can blame is no one but myself. Stabbed and slapped by my despicable and incorrigible past. I hold on dearly to the future, presenting my most vulnerable self, all tattered and torn. Yet you accepted me with whole-heartedness and care. Cautiously with much hesitation but slowly and surely.
My gratitude can never be expressed by the trillions nor the infinite but by your patience, and all i can say is I thank you. Clearly, there is a lot of work to be done and effort to put in. Yet, you grant me strength, confidence, honesty, justice and conscience to continue believing a faith that was engulfed the abyss.
I wish that time could be accessible by me alone. So that i could extend the time when i was with you, decrease the time when i wasn't and pause the time when we exchanged looks.
Till we meet again.
Yours Always,
(1/11/2007 10:16:00 AM)
