yesterday was good friday.
it was time to reflect.
as all of you knw that i'm a second generation christian.
most of the time, i live on my mum's faith.
before, i live on my own faith.
i was very strong.
i still believe and have faith.
but the first love is gone.
i stop doing wad i use to do last time.
i stop my ministry.
stop attending youth.
i asked myself, is this okay?
i'm still a christian.
so wad is wrong?
the mistake is, a personal relationship is gone.
a intimate relationship is no longer there.
the gifts i took fron him stay by me.
but my love for him is not like my first love.
he died for me.
everyone(non-christian) will knw the fact that he died.
so wad's so great abt this man.
he died so wad?
it just set me thinking.
he died for someone who is not born yet.
will i do that?
a definate no.
who will choose to go thru suffering?
he could have ask his daddy to help.
he did not.
he chose to go thru it just to bridge the gap btw us and his daddy.
alot of ppl say since he is so powerful and his daddy can DO EVERYTHING.
why did he had to go thru this.
like wad i said earlier.
HE CHOSE TO!anyway, mum dreamt of DANICA!! she dreamt that she bought dan to christ! haha i told my mum that she just miss DANICA TOO MUCH!! i got a new cell.it is some ploy cell.i duno anyone there. as in, they are not the people i'm comfortable wid all the sharing n everything.hope i can get into jie jie cell.
adreamshattered (4/15/2006 09:36:00 AM)
