Tuesday, January 03, 2006
school had started for everyone..i am suppose to go for first three months but somehow i decided not to..weird? i dunno..now it is like near to 12 am..why ami still wide awake? crap..i feel so weird that i dun have to go to school..i rather study than work..working is so terrible it make me grow fat..i hate fats..school start it mean we will be seeing each other lesser :( i am getting like veri work up these few days over the slightest thingy..new year celebration was terrible..i felt totally out of place..i din wan to go..but my sis insisted i had to go..or else i will be having fun wid stella and chuan..the cell ppl are great..but i just dun fit in..maybe i felt hanging no where is better than somewhere..i am having this depress thingy..i duno why..i get upset like every min..esp now i will be spending so much time alone in the shop..spending most of my time eating and reading some saddening story..sometime i wan to tell you how much i actually needed you to be there..but i know i had to keep it to myself..i wan the best for you..
trials and tribulations will come
i see it coming
but i know i will pulled thru it.
as long i have you.
have faith in me
just like i have in you.
you are always precious in my sight.
(1/03/2006 11:31:00 PM)
