Tuesday, December 06, 2005
today got my hair cut dye and highlight! totally in love wid it..the new me..the new begining..i am working..working at some bimbo shop that bimbo will go..it was pretty tough..i will jus treat it as some slimming session..i worked for 7 days non stop..no time to meet anyone or anything..the only person i see almost everyday is none other that RACHEL MAK! we are working at the same place..so many things happen..i dunno how to handle it..i tot at least i got a job to keep me everything off my head..somehow it does not..yeah..went to watch harry porter..i know everyone who know me shd know that i dun like such movie..but somehow i watched it..it was quite nice la..next monday is some track farewell party..guess i am not going..i dun wan to do anything that have stc..a begining without stc..someone told me this..i veri good fren of mine is gossiping abt me..i can guess who that person is..but i simply cant be bothered because i am totally not contacting all these my so called "good FRENS"
i made a mistake..i dun expect you to forgive..i told you that..and i know some things said cant be taken back..it was jus too late..amends cant to done..meant to be? sound familiar? nothing is meant to be..you have to work it out on yr own..having mood swings? i am definately not..i am jus..jus..dunno..
going to spend a fortune on hair and face products..i wan to invest on my hair and
face!! i realize that i am damn fat..fat like a pig..digusting body shape..rounded face..big bloated tummy..basically my body is made up of 90% of fats la..need to lose weight like NOW! another thing is i am damn fair..like some white chicken..totally white la..sun-tanning anyone? now i am totally insecure abt myself..i feel so not myself anymore..i am not like that last time..feel so tired of being someone else..someone that is not me at all..
everyone is working!! only some lazy bum lazing at home!! haha..wonder who is that ar? right stella?
i jus got to know another happy story..i am happy for you..you shd know no matter wad i will alway support you..always..
(12/06/2005 08:10:00 PM)
