everything had gone haywire..it is not wad i want..i am not okay..you shd noe i am not..why things turned out this way..the problems lies in me izzit? i wan it to work out..wad shd i do..although we still talk like nothing happen..but something is happening..how can i pretend nothing has happened? everything change..not only you..maybe i have changed too..i am no longer the same old natalie? yeah maybe the problem reali lies in me but i pushed it all to you..sigh..why cant things be the same as last time..why? it seems like i kept on asking why and i do nothing abt it..it is not true..i been thinking wad can i do..someone pls tell me wad shd i do!!you shd now how much i wan it to work out..
am i too demanding?
do you tink tt i dun care abt you?
do you felt the change?
shd i show tt i care?
wad the fuck actually went wrong?
it is killing me softly..
(6/22/2005 03:58:00 PM)
