dun feel too good..feeling sick..at last i fell sick..i can feel tt i am going to be sick for quite a while..this is e first time of the year i am going to be seriously sick..yea!! i am jus so so stressed out..stella is in e hospital..missing her like crazy..she jus had her operation yesterday night..i was so so scared for her..but she is fine..i went to visit her..she look pretty weak..hope she recover faster..missing her..guessed wad failed my fucking maths test..wad e hell..lose fucking 4 marks jus becoz i nv label..one of e worst in class..i kept on scolding myself during the whole maths lesson..mr ng jus msg me..he is disappointed so am i..i jus cant seem to do well for this two topics..
there are so many things in my head..something happen today..i dunno how long can i last..i guess you noe me e best after all..you how i feel and stuff..dun have to worry abt me i am fine..i will be fine.i must be fine..wadeve you wrote today it exactly how i felt..dun intend to tell you..but somehow you seem to know..thanks so much..i noe you will here for me..you noe me for such a short period of time but you seem to understand me pretty well...thanks..
on e verge of breaking down.
(4/19/2005 08:23:00 PM)
