Tuesday, February 22, 2005
so many things happen..so many misunderstanding caused..so things had happen..firstly i am sorry to my sec1 track gals..i am sorry that i kind of showed favouritism to some gals..i am reali sorry i will watch my actions from now on..yup..secondly i wanna sae sorry to jaime chuan stella and qiu..i'll tell you guys wen i am ready..i tink i am still not emotionally stable yet..i still veri affected by it..i hope you guys understand..thirdly i wana sae sorry to gerri ym and serene..sorry for not trying and being too sharp wid my words.i am sorry..lastly yet e most important thing is i am sorry to you..i have hurt you and cause you so much pain..e problem lies in me..it is not yr fault from the start..first was e time thingy than being close that thing..all were my problems..i reali hope you understand why i made the decision of us yeah..i reali hope you understand and take care lotsa k..dun hurt yrself anymore it is jus simply not worth it..
so many things happen..natalie had changed to someone that always make ppl angry and sad..hai~ i am not feeling good abt everything..no1 noes wad happen wen i am at home..i been locking myself up..yes i am sad..i am not happie..i being pretending to be i guessed..gimme some time..i will be fine..i must be fine..i am not as strong as wad you all tink i am..this is a tough period..will i get thru this? yes i will, i must..
thank you bel, neng. chuan, lala, jay and qiu..i will be fine..dun worry yea?
*every laughter i let out, means a tear is let out too.
(2/22/2005 08:34:00 PM)
