Tuesday, October 26, 2004
everything jus got worse..i jus wan to contact all of my frens..i jus dunno wad to sae..now i chose to be alone..becoz i noe wadeve i do it wun helps..e more we talk e more we flare up..couldn't sleep till three plus..wad more can i do..all e doubts and lies..had enough? i duno..wad e point talking abt it now wen you tink tt e problems lies wid me..you cant accept me for who i am..there is reali no point in talking abt this at all..i dun need anyone to doubt me..i dun need anyone to condemned me..i had enough of those ppl..you are e closest to me yet you hurt e most..i feel so helpless..i cant protect myself from hurt..i jus cant..maybe from now on i jus bulid a wall between e world and myself..e onli way i can get away from hurt..wadeve you said reali hurt e fucking shit out of me..i am tired of explaining tired to solve something tt have no solutions..i am heading no where..i dun need anyone help..i can pick myself up..jus drop e act in front of me..tired of hearing lies..
(10/26/2004 10:42:00 AM)
