Monday, September 20, 2004
i shd not think abt it..i reali dun understand..i am onli 16..why am i facing all this? i cant bring it up..i cant talk abt it..am i too sensitive? everyone sae i am..but i dun tink so..it is happening to me!! although it means nothing to them, but to me it means something..every actions someone make tell me how they feel or wad they wan..i jus got to endure..i kept on telling myself it is nothing..it should not bother me..you all have no rite to sae me becoz you guys are not in the suitation i am in now..all of you jus gimme me an excuse to make me feel better..it should not be tt way..you all shd tell me honestly..as each day goes by, i find myself hating her more..reali hate her..hating someone need alot of energy..i am tired of hating and getting my sad..trust me i will find a way to get out of all this..i will..i am always prepare for e worst..becoz i noe there is nothing such as "happie ending".. it is all fairy tales..happiness is a word for stories..not for real life..is all this a game or a dream? i hope it is a dream..so i can choose to wake up instead of going thru all this..
(9/20/2004 05:00:00 PM)
