yuppie school have been reali stressful..
i been going trainig and stuff..yup..
erm ppl always sae they will be there
for me..but have they be there? sometime
yes..i rem asking a few person will
they be there for me? they ans yes..but now
we are lyk total strangers..i was angry..
but as i tink back i am rather demandin..
as a fren..yup..all these ppl use to be
my good frens or shd i sae personal frens..
now lyk tt..quite sad abt it..izzit something
i have done wrong..i shd jus reflect on
myself..i losing alot of personal frens
maybe i jus dun lyk to open up anymore..
personal frens have became strangers or
jus hi-bye frens..yup..
wen to church yesterday..i was playing
wid the toys i got from kinder burneo..
everyone was pluzzed..one of them jus
sae:" natalie, are you veri stressed?
i was lyk i dunno..i make myself stress
over everything expect studies..my major
exam is coming and i jus have no mood
to study..everyone is studying so hard
expect me..weird..lose interest in my
fav subject...wad i wan to do? i dunno..
going training was lyk e onli way to lose
weight and forget everything..so i have
concluded tt training is GOOD!! i need
a good rest and think wad i reali wan
in my this life..yup..tt abt it..
(7/01/2004 06:41:00 PM)
