everything have gone within a night..
i dunno wad to say or do anymore..
jaime and neng accompany me e whole
day of yesterday..hurt but i jus cant
show it..dun wan to tell anyone becoz
i dun wan to trouble ppl..everyone
talk to me abt this but i jus sae i
am okay..am i reali okay? am i coping
well? i dunno..i always sae i am okay..
but me myself noe tt i am not..chuan
told me dun do anything tt i regret..
regret? i dunno..everything seem so fast
and i jus lost of wad to do..she said i
give up easily..tt is so true..i always
sae stuf without thinking..i noe i am not
tt good..you jus find out and ya is angry..
no turning back? dunno..dunno seem to be
my fav word now..yup..got fever..doc sae
i am too stress, nv have enough sleep
and nv eat regularly..yup..hai..i am glad
tt rachel n me are on talking terms now..
i am simply too sensitive..i dun lyk to
take e first move to talk to ppl and i
imagine stuff..haha i am simply silly..
part of me is missing..frens are there
to keep me going..how long i going to take?
how long for me to recover? 1 month? 1 year?
10 years? i dunno..i wan to be strong but
i cant be..
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry
(7/03/2004 11:33:00 AM)
