jus got back from church retreat..
so many changes tt is abt to happen..
i dun wan it to happen..but i jus cant
help it..bel was by my side all e long..
hai..wad shd i do..i am in my lousy mood
again..wad shd i do..everywhere i go remind
me of you..and you are not here wid me..
alot of questions in my mind..i am being
sensitive again..i hate it..wad is happenin
to me..i hate myself..i jus dunno how to
expres myself..i am lousy..oh great i am
drowning myself in self- pity..the retreat
left a great impact in my life..where are my
frens? where are you all wen i need you guys..
i am lost again..i got too dependant on you..
now lyk tt..haha!! tomolo is e decision thingy..
part of me dun wan to hear..i am scared to hear
it.
(6/14/2004 12:34:00 PM)
